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Okay well here goes....
My name is Tess and not much makes me stand out I have a very
outgoing and crazy personality I will pretty much do anything that anyone tells me I can be pretty mean sometimes but
mostly behind there backs which is worse I know. I like to read a lot. I dont too much like school anymore, I did until something
happened and it made me dread it every day sine then. I have dark brown hair, my nose periced and a lil on the bigger side
if you know what I mean. I have big tits and I dont want to sound vain its the truth! Im only fourteen and already I look
16-17 It can be good sometimes but other times when you got like real older guys asking for your phone number its not so good.
And onto my love life well really honestly I havn't one. My boyfriend broke up with me and so yeah, but I still care about
him and would like to make it work , but for one I know he dont want to get back with me , and for two if I did a lot of people
would me mad cause they dont liek him cause they say hes an "asshole" heh.... Ill keep my opions to myself on that one..
O well we win some we loose some.. Some hurt more than others and what really kills me is that I let a guy go that trully
loved me and I loved him and now hes with another girl and I was the one who broke up with him... Why is that we chase the
assholes and forget the sweethearts the ones that care more about you..The world may never know... Off that subject.... Some
things I like to do are.. Listen to music, play videogames, talk on the phone a lot, talk on the computer, write poems, I
cry a lot also sometimes its a big relif sometimes I cry over a guy and that shows weakness so I have to do some dissipline
to myself for that =).. I try to act happy around people but the truth is I hurt deeply I have a lot of pain inside and have
for while So every time you see me smile its a lie and it will be until I change the way I feel, but how can you change the
way you feel when no one cares enough to think twice about you... I think about suicide a lot..... I think why should I stay
here and cant think of anything except for my mom and how much she needs me if not for her I'd be gone.. I want to get out
Centralia and move somewhere big and be something big but those dreams fade away quick no matter what I prolly always live
here and it sucks to realize that.. Most people dont understand me and I guess they never will they dont understand what I
do and why it is I do it I have no answers all I know is Im me and me is who I am you dont like it deal with it.. All in All
I am a good person I TRY to do the right thing sometimes I dont but atleast I try.. No matter what in every situtaion Im made
out to be the bad person...
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